Burnt out

Wow, its been a minute.

Wasn't even sure if this would still be accessible to me. I guess its true what they say, once its online, it's there forever.

Coming back after all these years, its almost surreal. I don't even feel like the same person anymore. I used to be so hopeful, funny, passionate... I'm still some of those things, plus or minus; and a whole lot more, with an extra helping of reality bites. There's so much i would never trade for anything in the world. "So much", has two names, Olubukola and Ilerioluwa, those are my babies.

They are the center of my world and everything is worth a bit more because of them.

Some of the things that haven't changed is me wanting more for myself but now, its hard to focus. I feel a little lost but i cant say that out loud. I'm 35 for crying out loud and i don't know what i want to do with myself.

The story of how i got here is going to take a while for me to tell but maybe someday i will.

For now, its good to have found this little piece of me.

I hope i don't loose it again. I might, but hopefully i'll find my way back.